I've always been waiting for something to hold on to, but, at this moment, I just can't see nothing so trustble that I could live my Life depending on it. No, I can't believe that everything is so simple that we look to a point and keep walking till we can touch it, I'm not that innocent.. what I mean is that I wanted to say that I have a point in my life, that I am really able to reach it out, but .. you know what? I'm not. I'm not strong enough, I'm not capable to make such a choice that could suddenly go wrong, 'cause the fault would be only mine and I can't handle it by myself.
That's why I became so close to you in such a little time, that's why I always need to hear you say you're by my side, hear you say you can be as strong as I wanted I could be, hear you breath, feel your heart beating so fast that it seems to be talking to me and hear you say that your heart talks this way only with me. And your breath touching my skin wispers that I'm not alone anymore. That point, my point, I can only see when I look into your eyes. I realized that I was falling in love when I saw that everything that happened to me I wanted you to know, when I started doing all I had to do thinking about you, when I was lost in sadness and I knew that only a hug from you could take this all away and I knew that without you everything's sense would disappear.
So, I can't say that something I saw reminded me of you, 'cause you are not a flash of memory, you are a constant light, always on my mind. I feel you by my side the whole time, and if I see something about you it's like I could look around and not just feel you but see you at all. I can't let you go even for a minute and it's not planned, I swear.
Please, stay till the moon goes down, till the sun appears, till the heavy clouds go away, till the wind stop making scaring sounds, till the darknes vanishes all shadows that sorround me.. Stay till I feel certain that it's alright now, till I notice that I'm nothing without your arms around my body, till I learn to be thankful for your presence, till my heart gets the rythim of yours.. stay with me forever !
